Remember when I told you I was not going to get on the scale? Well I did, and I am crushed...I knew I would be...Of course I pick the days before my period to do so, [when IS that coming anyways, hmmm.] Maybe Peri-menopause is slowly creeping to the real deal? Anywho, I am still in the dreaded 160's... Sure I see changes in my body, and I know, I know, muscle weighs more that fat, whatever... So, once more I am swearing off the scale, and I am going to take time today, to measure, yes measure. Because maybe then I won't feel so bad.
But I know what I am doing right, now lets think of what I am doing wrong, the number one thing that came to mind....WATER...
So, on my desk now, my water. You will also notice my pig timer, for Facebook...15 min 2 times a day, that worked for 1 day...and my fan (hot flashs) my rocks (
Rock Fairy) for when I need a reminder, from
Sherry. A truth card (
Brave Girl's) also from her...you see I need her inspiration a lot...xo
Ok, so I learned somethings today... All in good time?!
Which leads me to this. You may also remember my orchid, I have never had one bloom the following year, so I have been on watch, to see the beautiful flower unfold. NOTHING!!!!! Every day when I pass it, I expect to see it... yep, all in good time....
I think I see a pattern here.
I was overwhelmed by notes sent to me and replies to yesterdays post. If I had any doubts about opening up...they are gone now. Thank you...
