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hitting the road

2012-02-17T06:39:00.000-08:00

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I will be taking a bit of a break from blogging. Tomorrow we head for the North and "home" to Pa. Long drive, but we do it often and hubby likes the drive. Go figure? I miss my family so much, have the need to see them and be with them. Mom and Dad have been doing better, Mom is still re-covering from her hip break/surgery. She still uses a walker and has a way to go...but improving. I just need to see her with my own eyes...the last time I saw her, she was still in the re-hab center. She doesn't think she is progressing, as she is. It is hard for her...

I am always sad to leave my dogs, my good friend is watching Bella for me. She will be with 4 other dogs, so she will be happy. Now Cisco, he will go to be boarded, and this will be the first time he will be alone in the run. Before he had Rocky and they could keep each other company. But I love the vet I got to and I know he will be well cared for.

So I will see you all soon, and I wish you all well...xo

happy valentine's day

2012-02-14T16:11:00.001-08:00

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Happy Valentine's Day...
I am having a bittersweet day today, today is Rocky's birthday. He has been gone for 4 months. Is that possible? I still miss him so, I always will. When I got him, I thought it was so funny he was born on Valentines...and almost named him Valentino...so glad I didn't! It wouldn't have fit him at all...Rocky was the perfect name for his comical personality.

My Valentine treated me to something very special, his words...from his heart, written in my card. I nearly melted. I love him... My big ole' Oil Field man, is not a mushy, romantic type. So this was a special treat. We don't always celebrate this day in a special way, usually just cards and sometimes dinner out. This one was special...and for all the right reasons. I hope your day, was equally blessed and a loved one touched your heart...or you touched someone's.

vintage books = art journals

2012-02-13T11:13:00.000-08:00

So, I am not an art journal'er...there I said it. I have taken classes, I have bought fabulous art supplies...I do not "feel" it. I just don't.
I am really enjoying my Body Book, art journal...that I am making from Brave Girls, Body Restoration. In fact, I think I love it...I open it and look thru it many times. I wish I could show you, but I wouldn't want to breech any regulations. I think I am enjoying it, because I have the idea of what to do on my projects. I have the images..and can see Melody's book. Many times I incorporate my own style here and there, or use my own images. So I think this is the difference. I already have my direction. Melody's way of Prepping the art journal, was genius. At first I thought this is so much work, why am I doing this. Now I am glad I did. So when I get these ready to prep...I will share that.
I found these at the Goodwill for 1.00 each. I love the sizes and the weigh of the pages. I like the idea of letting some of the pages show through...these will be my next journal, if in fact I try again.

I love the age of the books, and distress of the binding and the pages. They are well loved and I think of the many little hands (or not so little hands) that have turned the pages to enjoy the books.

So, if and when I decide to attempt my own version, of what I think my journal should be...I will share it with you.

measurements, check

2012-02-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

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whew..
So, I think I have been saying for a month or so now, that I would indeed take my measurements. I could see the difference in my clothes and in the mirror, but those pounds are hanging on for dear life. Damn them...
I think I had to get to a place of comfort, in knowing this is in fact working and my hard work and commitment to the gym is paying off. So much of the credit I do feel, goes to yoga. The part that makes me "see" the changes. Yoga is hard work...sure some of the benefits are the resting poses and de-stressing...and finding your spiritual side....but those strength poses...are hard core. And when you can go to the next level in them, you find you are sweating up a storm. So going into this commitment, I might have gasped at the numbers. I WOULD have...but now, I do wish I measured first. I would be smiling at these numbers from today. Knowing I am getting there, made me say today...go and do it!!!
It is a bit daunting to get that tape measure out and do it...but I finally did. I have my numbers recorded and next month I will do it again. I did step on the scale again, and lost 2 pounds since the last time...but that was weeks ago. So for now, I will look at the numbers next month and go from there. It took a few years to collect these pounds I now carry, so I will not expect them to come off quickly. As long as they are coming off. Doing my best each day, with no expectations... that's all!

today's thoughts...

2012-02-10T07:56:00.000-08:00

Morning Sunshines...
I think I needed all day yesterday to unwind, and just let it all sink in. You know how it feels when you are anticipating something exciting and you are just waiting for the day to arrive. And then you have the day or the event and it is over so fast? Well that is how I felt as I said goodbye to my friend Sherry Wednesday night.

I have a very, very happy heart. (Sherry took the photos, and I don't have them yet to insert , so these will have to do.) When I saw her in person and we hugged...ahhh, yes, she IS for real. I could go on and on, but I will say this. We had a fabulous day of doing nothing really special, as far as filling the day with places to go and see. She wanted to see a few of my junkin haunts, and we did, but mostly we talked, and talked, and talked. So many things to say. So we went to the lakefront and sat in a little gazebo, the day was beautiful and the sun was shining...and my heart was so warm. We talked for a long time, had lunch, swept her thru the Drive-Thru daiquiri place and we came back to my house to chat more over our cocktails. Later her husband Al, I call him Al-ster, came by and we went to dinner. Fabulous day and memories I will hold close to my heart forever. I am so humbled that they would drive out of the way, to see me before going on their planned trip. Now I can say, I laid eyes, and hugged deeply one of my "trues"...(stealing this word from Melody at BG.) Sherry, love you and thank you for making this happen. I will see you again, this I know.

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Now, onto this...I will say that I am so happy that I have been 94% on track with my healthy eating/fitness lifestyle. I wont say diet, because as we know, if this is to stay, we don't stop...that much I know for sure. I have lost the taste for sweets, WHAT? I might every once in awhile, crave sweets a bit and I will buy something...most of the time, I don't finish it. I am satisfied. Now some of this credit goes to Cymbalta, this time taking it I have no appetite really. Now that may be because the eating had been altered way before I began the drug again. Who knows... But I think it is more, I know what I want to do, how my body now feels and I am taking in all I can from Body Restoration. My anxiety is so much better, I still have those days, but we all do! I eagerly go to the gym, again WHAT? I know how much "lighter" and better I feel when I go and afterwards. I can't tell you how this effects my mood and my feelings of self. I have lost weight yes, and I do have a ways to go. But by "lighter" I am not only talking in terms of weight-loss.

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I love the days when I go to yoga, today in fact...at noon. I have come to appreciate not just the class, but the instructors and what they have taught me. Not just the poses... the serenity and calmness. There are few ladies who go regularly as I do, and we had a wonderful chat the other day, it was one of those "God things" for the lessons I took away. Every day I am seeing that nothing is by chance...
Wow, didn't expect this to be a chapter...but these words were on my heart and I wanted to share them. Have a wonderful day, and weekend. It is Mardi Gras in these parts...we have some local parades this weekend, weather is a bit cool...and spotty rain. My friend Bridgette invited me to the parades this weekend...so we will see. I don't do rainy parades any more. But I know I would have much fun with her. Steve is offshore, so her hubby might not be so happy...xo *evil grin*

so excited...

2012-02-07T07:26:00.000-08:00

So, I am eagerly anticipating the arrival of my Canadian chica...my soul friend [I like to call her] the one and only Sherry Smyth....You would think the Queen herself is coming. I can hardly stand it...
I am not even sure how long I have known Sherry. It feels like in some way I have known her forever. I met her online of course, through her blog. Many of you know her and love her. It is easy, she is the best. I can't begin to tell you how she has helped me find my way. She is more than my friend, she is my mentor in many ways. How can you love someone whom you have never laid eyes on? Well, it is easy. In this day of technology... it is not as unusual I guess. But back in the days of our early friendship, there was no Facebook...now there is and it is a great way to keep up with our friends.

Sherry and her hubby Al, are driving from Canada...for a 2 week adventure. She was planning a trip to Florida and made the decision to take a jog over to Louisiana to meet me. I am so happy, I know it is so out of the way...but I am humbled that they would take this detour. We will only have 1 day (tomorrow), but I bet we fill that day with wonderful memories...no matter what we do! I can't wait to lay eyes on her...and just "be". She has taught me to just "be"...I am learning...This is defiantly a "bucket list" entry... I am a happy girl. Can I still say girl? YES, I can. xo

As you might see, I removed the sidebar for the Photo of the Day...I feel bad, but I wasn't fully embracing it and if the weather permits, we will be leaving for a trip North (home) in a week or so...and I wouldn't be able to keep up anyways...maybe next time.

feb. 6 - dinner

2012-02-06T15:07:00.000-08:00

Oh my, I seemed to have missed a few days...ALREADY!
Feb. 6 DINNER
Feb. photo of the day

I must admit, this is not a great dinner...but hubby isn't home.
I have been running all day, and just left Starbucks after having a white mocha and girl time with my friend. Off to yoga for 6:00...so this is it. The power bar before and the cereal for after...lol!

feb. 3 - hands

2012-02-03T07:22:00.000-08:00

Feb. Photo of the Day
HANDS

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Of course when I saw the prompt today was hands, I first thought of praying hands. These hands are beautiful and represent a genuine love to me.

feb. 2- words photo of the day

2012-02-02T08:07:00.000-08:00

Queen of Arts

Today my words come from this lovely rock, painted by Kim. You can find Kim's art here in her shop, Queen of Arts.
I was gifted these rocks by my sweet friend Sherry, xo. And I just love, love, love this idea. Scattering these inspirational little tokens here and there. My own supply is on the way to me as I type this. I will be so excited to "leave" that first rock for someone to happen upon.

February Photo of the Day

2012-02-01T13:20:00.000-08:00

My view

February Challenge...a photo a day, find out here!
I thought it would be fun to do this, now will I do it every day? We shall see...
This is the view from my window in our office. A very rainy morning, produced big puddles under the tall pines...

walking the walk

2012-01-30T13:39:00.000-08:00

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Hello friends...
I have been taking a break, and just being...
I am happy to report a few things, I am feeling so much better...side effects are so much better, dare I say gone? I feel a twinge from time to time. My anxiety is in a good place for the most part, I have seen been seeing better days. It is a good thing, when you can reflect day to day and say, oh, I didn't do this, or I don't feel this way....a blessing. It makes the side effects of the drugs, much easier to accept. Thank goodness we have drugs to make us feel better.

I also, have spent hardly no time on Facebook. I will check in from time to time, but my FB time is usually spent within the groups I am part of there. I have my Brave Girls, and my La. Artisans, and now I have a small group of fitness/mind/body chica's and we share our days, workouts, feelings...challenges. These are the important things. I did spend much time on FB and I do miss chatting with my friends. But right now, I like it this way.

I have worked on my art classes. Mainly Brave Girls, Body Restoration, wow...am I learning things. We as women are so hard on ourselves, and how we think about friends and strangers, and compare ourselves. My o my...I have seen the light. I am into week 4 as of tomorrow, I am enjoying this course and I am in love with my art journal, my Body Book. Amazing stuff going on there.

I have been very active with my yoga practice. Going 3-4 times a week. It is easy now, I am not working outside the house. So I am taking advantage of each and every class I can attend. I feel like a relaxed, energized, spiritual Kathy, when I walk from that studio. I love it. And the cardio and weight machines are happening regularly as well. I am pretty darn proud of myself for these things. All of this is good for my body and my soul... I am so close to the 150's I can taste it... even if it is 159.5...I will squeal. As I said before, the weight is coming off slow, but some inches are gone. Going...go...go... But the funny thing is, this time...I am not in a hurry. I am OK with doing my best every day and seeing the big picture. So different for me.

I have missed checking in on your blogs and seeing you all on FB, I will soon be ready to jump in again. I do want you all to know, I am thinking of you. And as always, wishing you the very best.

being brave, cont.

2012-01-24T07:05:00.000-08:00

During this little transition I am experiencing...I thought a lot about old baggage...some I have carried for years. Body Image, eeekkk. While I have embraced this new habit of going to the gym, and enjoying it? really?? yes, really... I am paying more attention to what I am eating and drinking...so those things are falling into place. But the old negative self talk and chatter...is very much present. And as I get older, maybe even more so. When I saw the new Brave Girls online course, Body Restoration...my interest was peeked.

I jumped in right before week 2, but I have a wonderful weekend of pushing my stress and anxiety aside and and catching up with the videos and art...ok, so I haven't caught up with the journaling...but I know this can be done later. It is always fun to start a new project. This one uses a sketch book as the "body book" and the process to get the book prepped was a feat in itself...lots of cutting of pages, gluing of pages, oy! But it was just what I need to busy myself. As in Soul Restoration, I know I will be referring back to this book, when I find the need to remember and remind myself, of some truths.

I am feeling much better now, the side effects of the Cymbablta are much less. None yesterday until last night, and I am so happy the effects are leveling off. I am sleeping better at night, almost normal I would say. I really just gave myself time to adjust to this "bump". I rested when I needed to, as soon as my toe was ready, I worked out when I could...and just got quiet. All good... wishing you a wonderful day!

darkest before the dawn...

2012-01-20T07:48:00.000-08:00

Isn't that what they say? Well I do believe I agree.
But I am now starting to see a shift. Well, lets say yesterday was a good day, and I slept more last night than I have in a week. So I am hopeful, and expecting...this is a shift. What a ride this has been this last week... This about sums up what I have been doing.

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I wont get into all of the details of the side effects and the anxiety... but I think I finally have figured out that the side effects happen, they just do. And the anxiety rise, may not have been from the drug, when I think back I was getting more anxious prior to taking it. I am just in one of those patterns now...I think I understand it now. So I had many days of "doing nothing", I had no ambition to chat with friends, even check Facebook (sigh) watch a art course video...nothing. I just was...and I was tense and a bit in shock I think, that I was having these symptoms of a drug I know well.
So for now, I will try to be more understanding of myself, and I see my Dr. Wednesday...to make sure all is well and that he still believes this to be the right fit for me. My toe has healed enough for me to return to the gym, and that helps so much...to relieve some stress! So that is a plus... ONWARD...

head in the clouds

2012-01-15T08:03:00.000-08:00

So...this feels like me, cloudy.
This is day 2, with not to much sleep. Boy is that draining, even though you rest, you don't get good sleep.
I know it is my body's reaction to the Cymbalta being reintroduced...I am trying to keep a positive spin on it and not question it...oh boy do I question things. :)
The first night, I had a panic attack and I have not had one in so long, I forgot what they were all about. I guess my mind was just going into overdrive and I started reacting. I managed to calm myself down, and got a bit of sleep. I was fearful I would get another one last night, but thankfully I didn't. I am hoping each day will get better and the symptoms will be behind me and I can get back to feeling like me... I am just relaxing and I don't have much get up and go. I feel a desire to watch a video or two, in my online classes...but I don't do it. I just think about it. I would love to hit the gym and work some of this tension off, but I either broke or badly bruised my toe last week...ouch! It is now getting better, but I still can't walk much on it.
This to shall pass...

doctors...and pharmacy's

2012-01-11T14:58:00.000-08:00

Between last Friday and today, I think I have waited for a call from my Dr's office everyday, except Sat and Sunday. Wow...I finally got the call I was waiting for and told my prescription was called in, so of course when I went today to pick it up...nope...not there. The wait continues.
I have decided to go back on Cymbalta. I do so after thinking about it for a couple weeks, and listening to my "self". I am proud of the fact that I tried to go off of it, and did go off of it. But I always told myself, if I felt as if I needed to, I would go back to it. I am doing so, with no regrets... I know I can do it again, if I feel I can.
I expect it will take some weeks to get back into my system, and I am sure some of the side effects I didn't like, will return...but so will some of the sadness and anxiety fade, and one day I will say to myself, "I feel better"... I am looking forward to good results, counseling and now the medication... onward...

soul work...

2012-01-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

OK in the past few days, I have cut back my Facebook time, there was one day in there, that I was on more than off, baby steps...
But, my return to blogging has been so rewarding to me, twofold. (if not more) I have met new friends and they have shared their stories and warmed my heart, so much. Now I must be better with replies, I am a bit behind.
Today I want to show you what I created last night. Ever since Soul Restoration (Brave Girls) and creating my Truth Book, I wanted a place to keep the quotes and notes that spoke to me, and of course a home for my truth cards. Well, I grew out of it.

Look who came in time for the pictures...now that is a lady bug with lots of spots, maybe she is old and they are age spots?

So last night I created a box to keep my snips of paper and things to re-visit. I found this old page from a children's book, and I love it. So I just used the image as the focal point, I dressed this altered box down! I added a little clip earring for the "knob" and put bingo markers as little feet on the bottom. It is a good thing I have more boxes, this one will fill up too. I should have used a bigger box, but this is what I saw when the inspiration hit.

Now I am a bit more organized, and can easily find my inspiration when I need it. If something is packed away or stored in a place out of the way place, I am not likely to get it out. Now, I am going to keep them near and I will have them when I need them. And I haven't altered a cigar box, in way to long...

Have a fantastic Monday...

hurry up and wait...

2012-01-08T09:33:00.000-08:00

Remember when I told you I was not going to get on the scale? Well I did, and I am crushed...I knew I would be...Of course I pick the days before my period to do so, [when IS that coming anyways, hmmm.] Maybe Peri-menopause is slowly creeping to the real deal? Anywho, I am still in the dreaded 160's... Sure I see changes in my body, and I know, I know, muscle weighs more that fat, whatever... So, once more I am swearing off the scale, and I am going to take time today, to measure, yes measure. Because maybe then I won't feel so bad.
But I know what I am doing right, now lets think of what I am doing wrong, the number one thing that came to mind....WATER...

So, on my desk now, my water. You will also notice my pig timer, for Facebook...15 min 2 times a day, that worked for 1 day...and my fan (hot flashs) my rocks (Rock Fairy) for when I need a reminder, from Sherry. A truth card (Brave Girl's) also from her...you see I need her inspiration a lot...xo
Ok, so I learned somethings today... All in good time?!

Which leads me to this. You may also remember my orchid, I have never had one bloom the following year, so I have been on watch, to see the beautiful flower unfold. NOTHING!!!!! Every day when I pass it, I expect to see it... yep, all in good time....
I think I see a pattern here.
I was overwhelmed by notes sent to me and replies to yesterdays post. If I had any doubts about opening up...they are gone now. Thank you...

...zzzzzz.....

2012-01-07T07:18:00.000-08:00

hahaaha, just to make you laugh...

How do you sleep?
I haven't thought much about this, because I have been in the habit of taking 1/2 of a 2mg Xanax, before bed. Sleep fine...
I haven't decided yet how much I am going to "share" about my new journey...but I will say I have started counseling. I had a bad experience with a new counselor in December, I knew I wasn't going back to him. It is a long sad story, the mental healthcare in Louisiana after Katrina is horrible...lets just say there are not many options for our provider. I had lost hope after seeing him, and decided I was on my own. Then I "remembered" a visit with my GYN years ago, and she told me she had a counselor working in her office...(God whisper) I got in touch with her, she was in fact in my network and I met with her yesterday, seems a good fit. I am so hopeful...we didn't get to far really in this get to know you session, but she was concerned about the sleep and taking Xanax. Soooo, last night I didn't take it and guess what, didn't sleep much. I am sure it will be a process, of weaning off and finding a new way to get into a good sleep cycle. But it did get me thinking.

As many of you know, we have had a lot happening within our family in the last year, and losing my dog, Rocky in October sent me sliding into a depression. I knew something was different, I knew I had to do something... and thankfully I listened and did. I am used to anxiety, but this little dose of depression...I was not ready for. And I had gone off all medication in Jan. 2011... see, I hit a wall! And this is when I started the Xanax every night, not just when I couldn't sleep.

BUT, I am more than hopeful that this will be a good thing for me. I am working on my health inside and out...I have found a love for the gym (did I say that?)...yoga, oh how I have missed you...and I am so happy I took this step. [Cause it was a big one for me...] but step, by step, I go and I know what I desire, in my heart...and I know what I will do!

I am so thankful for the support system I have, a few special people I can share my heart with and know I am safe with them knowing my thoughts and frets, and nonsense sometimes. They know who they are and they know I love them... And I do think I will share this journey on my blog too. I have learned so much, by reading blogs and found many friends. We all have so much in common, really. I didn't expect to say this much in this post, but I did...we shall see... have a wonderful Saturday! YOU deserve it.

repurposed and cheap too...

2012-01-06T14:40:00.000-08:00

So I was strolling through the Goodwill and I spied this table, for 5.50. B.I.N.G.O...isn't the plastic place mat the perfect touch? Festive too...

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So I decided to work on it, one coat of paint, a few days of procrastinating, and then finally this afternoon I finished it. My house is pretty much filled with this type of furniture, do I even have a table that isn't distressed? Yes, one and it is next. I love the old stuff...and I love to distress it. I even did my dining table, nothing is safe with me.

2 coats of paint

a break to look up...

sanding...

stained

Now where do I put it?

Here will do, for now...

I don't use anything special to distress, depends on the size of the piece, most of the time I use old wall paint I have laying around, or Oop's paint from Home Depot. As for the stain, any stain...I tend to like the dark stain, like walnut. But I have used the colors too. Easy peasy, after you sand off as much as you want...you wipe the stain on and wipe off. I don't do anything further. You could put a clear coat on I guess, but I like it, as is.

inspirational wall

2012-01-05T08:39:00.000-08:00

I want to share with you, my little side wall beside my bed, I call in my inspiration wall. This is a funny wall, our house has a very sloped roof, so upstairs bedrooms have walls more like ceilings. Acadian style, here in Louisiana. Anywho, when I am feeling anxiety or stress, mornings are sometimes moments I am "in my head" and if I have something on my mind, as soon as my eyes open, the thoughts are there...so... when my friend Sherry gifted me this canvas, I hung it so I would see it first thing in the morning... and I would remember, the message behind it. I added a piece I threw together yesterday.

I had an oopsie canvas I created, and I was not happy with it. (side note, be careful adding cheesecloth for "texture"...) so I tried to remove it and save the canvas, no dice. I tore it...so it was for me. I added an old book cover collage with my word for the New Year. Clarity...
So now, when I wake up, if I feel I need a little reminder, I have them.

happy purchase

2012-01-04T06:20:00.000-08:00

I treated myself to a case for my Nook Color, they always change them a bit, don't they? I upgraded to the Color...and my original case was a bit small, and I kind of tired of it anyways...
I found this lovey piece at Leahs' Linen's of Etsy. And was so surprised when I received it, the pictures didn't do it justice. I love the black and white, and come on the frilly, polka dot rosettes...over the top cute.
Showing and telling today, off to yoga this morning and refinishing a couple of tables later on...Happy day to all~

Facebook, love it or leave it?

2012-01-03T07:04:00.000-08:00

"Oh how many times have I tried to leave you, I know I waste to much time on you!"
Sound familiar?
I do enjoy seeing my friends and keeping up with what they are saying, doing, promoting?? (Yes, I am afraid I am getting a bit tired of seeing all the promoting. A post or two a day, not a bad thing...but when I find myself wanting to "hide" from them, then I start to think it is a bit much.)
I have told myself that this new year I will be on less, in fact sometimes I would like to drop it all together, but I know the temptation is to great, lol...so cut back, is what I will try to do.
I have had so many computer problems in the last few months, and I know a lot of this is FB related. My email has been hacked twice in the last month...maybe not from there, but I am thinking it is.
I know I share to much, I have had so many people tell me they keep up with my "antics" all the time, but chose not to post, just lurk. Really? That kinda creeped me out too. So I guess we all have stalkers on FB too. ickkk...
So in the next few days I am going to try to wean myself back, I want to get back to blogging, I say that ALL the time, but yesterday I did visit many of my blog friends and I enjoyed it. And plan to do more of it.
So wish me luck, give me tips..I am open to an intervention... ha!

word for 2012

2012-01-02T10:25:00.000-08:00

noun

clearness or lucidity as to perception or understanding; freedom from indistinctness or ambiguity.

the state or quality of being clear or transparent to the eye; pellucidity: the clarity of pure water.

hmmm...

2011-12-30T17:10:00.000-08:00

You know when you are creating something, and you are pleased...but something just doesn't feel right?
Come on, it can't be just me...
I was making this collage, and I was happy with the outcome...

When I selected the flowers, I didn't know if they would be the right choice, but down they went...nagging at me still....and off they came...Tacky glue is some, strong glue, wow! So after I pried it off, I saw some vintage trim, so I rolled a rosette...perfect! Is there more, ripped apart some drawers of trim and lace, and no more...poo~
Then I remembered some old button covers (I guess) I had, and used those.

So all in all, I am happy with it.
The beginning is kinda funny as well, when I was making my background on these canvas', I used cheesecloth for texture...BAD IDEA...It was to rough to paint on, and paper didn't want to stick to it, so I had to use it in a collage. Oh well...

boy did this hit home...

2011-12-28T06:05:00.000-08:00

This was the post for yesterday, Positive Thoughts.
This really stuck a cord with me, not only for doing so, but letting this be done to me.
Good words..

I wish you the ability to let go, the ability to allow yourself to allow life to do its thing without you attempting to control the outcomes of everything that goes on around you. I hope that you always will be able to recognize the situations over which you truly have no control, and try to let them be, accepting the outcomes as they are, and not judging them based on what you wanted them to be.
I wish you the ability to see when attempts to control are appropriate, and when things are best left alone. I wish you the ability to allow things to occur without your input; sometimes our most important contribution is simply to observe. We can support and love without telling others what to do, without trying to help them in every facet of their lives; we must let others learn in their own ways and make their own mistakes . Just as we don't accompany our children to every single class in school that they attend, we don't need to be there to guide them through every one of life's lessons.

shellac nails...

2011-12-26T14:04:00.000-08:00

So I have tried the shellac (gel) nails now twice, And I will say I am so impressed.
I have had acrylics on and off for years, oh the money I have spent for nails. As an artist, they were fabulous, easy clean up and nothing stuck on them.
Then I decided no more, and have had my natural nails for about a year I guess...maybe longer.
Now I like them short and rounder...but always painted. Problem, it never lasts. Even the Sally Hansen Complete, boasts long wear...but in about 3-4 days, chips start.
So a friend told me about the shellac, and I am so happy. Nothing sticks...they do last 2 weeks. It is a bit pricey, about 25.00 here in Louisiana. It is not damaging to your nails, they say and I see no problems yet.
So I thought I would share the proof... a messy art day.


BEFORE


AFTER

I still have a bit of paint on my middle finger tip, oops...But the nails are perfect.
I will admit to getting bored with the color after a week or so, I am very picky with my nails...

Merry Christmas

2011-12-25T07:51:00.000-08:00

building houses, sort of...

2011-12-22T15:13:00.000-08:00

I have moved on to canvas's... I got nice and messy, it was much fun. Here is what I came up with so far...

I am not sure which I enjoy more, the making of the background, or the layers of paper and the end result. It is funny, in a way, we layer on so much texture for the background, and most of it is covered up, odd huh?
I have 4 more on the table, waiting to see which direction I would like to go in...we shall see.

journals, time for a break

2011-12-18T09:07:00.000-08:00

So, this weekend I am finishing up on journals, I have had a good run with them, but I am tired of them, lol. I have the need for messy paint...so I will clean this up, and get to the painting and canvas's. I need to fill my Etsy shop up, it is so neglected... So these are listed and I breath a sigh of relief!
Here is a peek...

Enjoy a wonderful Sunday...

faith

2011-12-15T07:25:00.000-08:00

Faith begins by believing in your heart that what is right has a chance. Faith is knowing in your heart that good can overcome evil, that the sun can shine in a rainstorm. Faith is peaceful and comforting, because it comes from within where no one can invade your private dreams. Faith is not something you can demand or command; it is a result of commitment to belief. Faith is believing in something you can't see or hear, something deep inside that only you understand and control. Faith is trusting in yourself enough to know that no matter how things turn out, you will make the best of them.

~Beth Fagan Quinn

to whom it may concern....oh, that's me

2011-12-12T09:31:00.000-08:00

dipity.com image

Dear fitness God...I noticed that I am finally shrinking...hips down. Now do tell me, when might I expect to see some shrinking in the belly region? I faithfully come to the gym, mostly 5 days a week... and have pretty much given up my beloved wine, unless a special occasion creeps up!!!! Work with me here, not touching that scale, going by inches...I have come to far to get pissy over a number on the scale. Next we will talk about my flabby arms....

I love this image

2011-12-11T13:41:00.000-08:00

This sweet little girl, just melts my heart. I forgot I had it in my collection. Of course I love the distressed look to it. This is from a sheet by, Shabby Cottage Studio. I had to use her in my newest journal, and make her a princess...
I am working on some more cards, a few more journals, and prepping some canvas's. Trying to get back to my art again, I am just having no expectations, and get to the table to work, when I feel the desire to do it. Weird how it is, if you don't do it for a long time, it is a bit awkward to get back into. At least for me...
Happy Sunday...

finally some art...

2011-12-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

I have really missed creating, but didn't feel the "nudge" to do it...I wondered it I would ever feel it again. I guess when your mind is occupied, and spirits are low...things just take some time.
But yesterday, I had 2 custom journals to make for a family member...and once I got going, my muse came too. So I have wanted to get some greeting cards in my shop, but I also wanted to paint, and this is what I came up with... FUN!
I think I might have stepped over a little wall I might have built...hee!

I am also working in my Etsy shop, with the help of my friend Carol, I am trying to wrap my mind around RELEVANCY...Lordy B! I have re-worked title and tags...and one day I had such a spike in views I nearly fell off my chair. I did have a sale from a new customer, but I have a stagnant shop, and need to get some new things in there. I am a bit hopeful, the work is hard and mind numbing....(lol) but I saw the results of at least being noticed and searched. So we shall see...
I wish you all a wonderful Sunday, xo

stretching your soul, I like that idea...

2011-12-03T11:38:00.000-08:00

“Your life is a sacred journey. And it is about change, growth, discovery, movement, transformation, continuously expanding your vision of what is possible, stretching your soul, learning to see clearly and deeply, listening to your intuition, taking courageous challenges at every step along the way. You are on the path… exactly where you are meant to be right now… And from here, you can only go forward, shaping your life story into a magnificent tale of triumph, of healing, of courage, of beauty, and of wisdom.” ~ Caroline Adams

circle of friends

2011-11-26T10:56:00.000-08:00

nothing like it...
I am so grateful for my friends, some I can lay my eyes on and hug...some I have never met...but they ALL touch my heart.
I have had a few goodies come in the mail for my birthday, and I want to share them with you...

A wonderful little Christmas ornament from Debbie, you can find her artwork here. It is a little bit primitive, a little bit shabby...and a lot fabulous!

Next is this wonderful arch, made by the sweet and ever so talented Nancy Maxwell James. I love every itty-bitty bit and detail on this sweet card.

And this afternoon, I found a package in the mail from Queen of Arts Studios. I quickly scanned my memory, did I buy something? Did I forget, I AM 50 now!!!! I opened the package and found a beautiful card, signed Love, Sherry. And I knew this was a gift from my sweet soul sister, Sherry Symth.

I put the lovely rocks, in a silver box gifted to me by my sister, Patti.
A happy heart I have, and every time I look at any of these things, I will think of you...and your friendship. I thank you all from the bottom of my heart, and love you all...

This is the rock that speaks to me so much right now...and I plan on doing just that!!!

I will be placing an order for the rocks myself, because the idea and the message of the rocks in genius. I love the idea of slipping one in your bag, and just leaving it for someone special who is on your heart..or a complete stranger to find it and "wonder" what they will make of it. And how it will touch them to find it...
This is indeed a wonderful "gift" Sherry!

12 days of whimsy

2011-11-25T15:18:00.000-08:00

I want to show you what my friend Nancy Maxwell James is up to. She is offering 12 Days of Whimsy, and I am going to play along. I haven't done anything art-wise in a very long time, and my Holiday spirit needs some inspiration... Take a peek at her blog for the details, she has lots to see...

second chances

2011-11-23T07:48:00.000-08:00

In this time of Thanksgiving...
I am thankful for: second chances...

"Develop a positive attitude and awareness. Expect the best and look for the good. Become conscious of opportunities and very often you will find them right under your nose. Second chances can be quiet and disguised -- one has to be on the lookout for them."
Let Go + Positive Attitude + Perseverance = Second Chances

I find myself still very much in transition, or something! I have tried to be quiet and take a break, but find myself going back to the things I feel I thought I needed a break from. So maybe after all, I do not need the break.
I worry so much about my parents and their recovery at home...they are moving forward but still much stress for them both. I feel unconnected, out of the loop but in my heart I know a visit right now is not a good thing. Soon, I hope...
I miss my Rocky, so much. It is close to a month now, that he has been gone and some days it feels like yesterday. I still look for him and I know my other two dogs do as well, I just miss his silly face...
I worried I was headed towards Depression...I went to see my Dr. We talked and discussed the fact that life has been hard the past year, I had done well without any anxiety medication, January will be a year I am without it. He didn't think now was the time to go back on a medication, maybe counseling would be a better fit. I agreed. I can not see anyone until Dec. 9th, eeekkkk. So I look forward to this new path, I want to be happy...I want to quit worrying...I can not let negative people bring me down further...Yes, I have a lot of "wants"...
On a very positive note, I have kept up a good routine of going to the gym. I am up to 60 minutes of cardio and I am working up to the weight machine routines. I feel so much better when I go to the gym, and have even entertained the idea of going twice a day...(I live very close)
AND I tuned 50, there I said it!!!!
So here is to second chances... xo

powerful words

2011-11-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

Nothing ever goes away until it has taught us what we need to know. It just keeps returning with new names, forms, and manifestations until we learn whatever it was to teach us about where we are separating ourselves from reality, how we are pulling back instead of opening up, closing down instead of allowing ourselves to experience fully whatever we encounter, without hesitating or retreating into ourselves.

meaningful

2011-11-13T17:23:00.000-08:00

"The good times and the bad times both will pass. It will pass. It will get easier. But the fact that it will get easier does not mean that it doesn’t hurt now. And when people try to minimize your pain they are doing you a disservice. And when you try to minimize your own pain you’re doing yourself a disservice. Don’t do that. The truth is that it hurts because it’s real. It hurts because it mattered. And that’s an important thing to acknowledge to yourself. But that doesn’t mean that it won’t end, that it won’t get better. Because it will."

– John Green

thank you

2011-11-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

 
          Do not stand at my grave and weep;
          I am not there. I do not sleep.

          I am a thousand winds that blow;
          I am the diamond glints on snow.
          I am the sunlight on ripened grain;

          I am the gentle autumn's rain.
          When you awaken in the morning's hush,

          I am the swift uplifting rush
          Of quiet birds in circled flight.

          I am the soft star that shines at night.
          Do not stand at my grave and cry.

          I am not there; I did not die in vain as
          long as my sacrifice is not forgotten.

(Author Unknown)

art for my soul... step 1

2011-11-10T10:00:00.000-08:00

My art shop is on vacation, for how long, I do not know...When it feels right I will re-open it possibly with lots of new artwork. For now, I am enjoying it closed, a break...we all need a break sometimes. I will keep my vintage shop open, as I do enjoy the hunt for things to put in it...oh, and treasures for me too.
I started a new mini journal, I love these Strathmore Visual Journals, 90 lb paper for mixed media...works well for me. I had to create a front and back cover, just can't stand the feeling of a "naked" journal. So I have a few sketches inside and I learned a new watercolor pencil technique watching Lori's tutorials... (post below)
A new journey I am on, seeking my calm...

just sayin

2011-11-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

"You're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting,
So... get on your way!"
— Dr. Seuss

a new workshop

2011-11-08T08:11:00.000-08:00

Hi friends...
I have been a wee bit quiet, kind of still in my artwork, looking for a balance? A routine? I don't think I am busy enough to have one. So I am just trying to be patient and see what is to come next.
I have shut down one Etsy shop, and will shut down my beloved mixed media shop too, soon! (draggin my feet?) It feels like the right thing to do, for awhile.
I have a need to create for ME, and will begin that... soon...

I am taking a little workshop, that looked like fun for me... LetterLAB, by Lori Vliegen.
In grade school I was always looking forward to those brand new tablets with the lines to learn cursive writing. Oh how I loved it, and that is what I remembered when I saw this class offered. I am a fan of Lori's art, her lettering is fabulous. So it was a little treat, for me.
I printed out my PDF's and I will take to the deck if it is not to humid today, or the couch cuddled with the dogs... but I will bring back the happy memory of writing...
Have a wonderful day...

a giving heart

2011-11-03T08:29:00.000-07:00

As some may remember, by 50th birthday is looming...(18th) Can this be?
Oh the people we meet in blogland, most we will never meet in real life, but they do touch our hearts. I have a friend, her name is Lesley; she may well be your friend too. You can find her at Paperlicious Delicious. She creates amazing artwork, and guess what...I recieved a package from her yesterday.
In honor of my milestone birthday... I was gifted this beautiful collage and handmade card. She even included some flowers seeds in sweet little packets, all the way from the UK.

the perfect card

close up

Lesley, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. You generous heart has most certainly warmed mine and at the perfect time as well. My days have been sad, missing my little furbaby...and this was just the right dose of "love"...I will add this to my wall of friends FABulous artwork, right above my desk, and will think of you and your kindness...every time I see it. xo

a decision

2011-11-02T09:56:00.000-07:00

After considering this awhile, a good while really...and going back and forth...I have decided to close my Etsy art shop for awhile. Oh don't even get me started on Etsy, the changes, the views, the low sales...the complaining the forums...lol See?
So my Art Shop (<-----) will be shut down after a brief, but generous sale. 40% OFF, everything... and then I will decide what to do next. Donate the items, keep some favorites, gift some...it just seems like the right thing to do. For now...
Next step, is making art for me...going back to the reason I started in the first place...a new journey...
Some things for consideration:

happy halloween

2011-10-31T09:08:00.000-07:00

a new day....

2011-10-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

What a hard, hard day yesterday. I am so happy Steve was on his way home, so we could mourn our little man together. I don't know that I have ever cried so much, I guess I did, when we lost Dakota, Rocky's best buddy. My hope is that Dakota was happily waiting for his little comical friend, as he crossed this bridge.
I don't think I can ever talk about the details of Rocky's passing, that is the hardest part for me, to put that part out of my mind. I had my good friend with me, and I am so grateful for that. Now I am trying to get past looking for him, and waiting for him to come when the others do...Cisco also had a hard day, he looked for him and continues to. He had "tummy problems", I so understand that! So I am waiting for those things to fade, I know it will take time.
One day at a time...

broken hearted...

2011-10-25T16:30:00.000-07:00

Not at all ready to write about it, I just wanted to post.

mini journals

2011-10-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

I love to visit TJMax, never ever know what you will find.
I had been thinking of starting a little Gratitude journal, and I thought I would find ONE for me, but these sweet little notebooks came 3 to a pack...so I created some for my shop.
Nice little holiday gifts and stocking stuffers...
The books were so pretty, even have pretty pages inside...

thankful...

2011-10-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

"Be prepared to let go of anything I take from you, but never let go of My hand"

Today is a day of reflection for me, and gratitude.

It also brings back a flood of memories and fears. The last few days have…

Today is a year, last year at this time my husband Steve was having his open heart surgery. I won’t retell the story, but he found out about his heart problems during his 50 year Wellness tests… Things happened very quickly, tests then the surgery.

Steve is my “everything”; I went from my parents, to his side at 18 years old. We have been through many things together, and our path has taken us away from family…so you see it is he and I.

My fear, what would I do without him during that surgery? He was always there for me, for all of the hard times…I was alone. Or was I? I am not a religious person, I believe in God. But for the first time in my life, I really believed…I felt his presence, I knew he was with me and I knew he was with Steve.

My outlook has changed a bit; I do not question being alone any more. I know I am not. I am still learning.

I had the company of my very special friend, my “sister friend” who came with us that morning, and stayed by my side all day. I love you Bridgette, you will never know what that meant for me, for you to be there with me. I had friends come by the hospital as the day went on, I am so grateful for them.

You never, ever know what you are capable of doing. I struggle with fear and fear based thoughts, it is ongoing and it is hard work….”I am not where I want to be, but I am not where I once was”…that is my mantra…

I love my husband with all of my heart, I have for the 34 years I have know him… we have struggles like all couples... but I am so happy that he is here with me. Call me very grateful today. I love you Steve…

re-purposed...

2011-10-21T09:37:00.000-07:00

I found this sweet little candle holder, just this one...the mate was long gone. And I loved the simplicity of it, and of course the little blue bird... It had to be re-purposed into something!
But what? I saw a pin cushion in my mind...so this is what it became...

I added some linens to the top and then found this fun, frilly trim...a vintage butterfly pin was the final touch. The little bird really is a sweet accent, the pair must have been fabulous.

food tip....

2011-10-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

Have you heard of this apple?
Have you tried them? And what did you think?
I think the might be the best apple ever. I find these in the South, around Oct 1st or so, and the season is not a long one, so you enjoy them for a short period of time. But you will enjoy them...

They are so juicy, I mean really juicy. And sweet...just yummy. They are pricey, but if you see them and you have not tried them, please do! You will be happy...
The biggest downside to me, is the size of them, they are huge. I can only eat half, so I save the rest for another time...but you have to trim off a bit. I have heard Sam's Club, has them in bags and they are smaller...
mmmm, yummy!

2011-10-18T09:45:00.000-07:00

It is a very bittersweet day for me today...

My Mom is coming home today, and I am thrilled and over the moon for this day to be here...for all of us, but mostly for her. And for my Dad. It is days like this, when I would love to be with them, and here I am so far away...They are always "with" me...
There is still healing for her to do and she will have to get used to things at home again. She will be watched like a hawk, from my Dad who is a bit apprehensive, we all are...but this is a day we have all prayed for. We have to have faith and know she is ready to come home...
I will hold onto the memories I have of my time spent with my mom and dad, and know when I get home again to see them, she will be much stronger that when I saw her last.
So, so proud of the work she has done and the things she has gone through. And so grateful for the good people who have helped her at the re-hab facility.

trying to remember...

2011-10-16T08:07:00.000-07:00

"Do not linger in the future, because anxieties sprout up like mushrooms when you wander there"
Sarah Young

Yesterday I let myself have a pitiful day. I knew what was happening but chose to stay upon my pity pot...last night and this morning when woke up, I reflected the day and realized what I already knew... I was NOT dealing! So today I am picking myself up and doing the work I know I need to do and getting on with things. I read a devotion and (ok peeked at tomorrows) and found the words above. A clear reminder to stay in this moment...

ah ha moment...

2011-10-14T08:48:00.000-07:00

Sometimes God closes a door even when we're walking in obedience, but it's only because He has something better in store. Don't become bitter and negative - trust Him to bring the right blessings.♥

This made me think of my mom this morning. She has had a life of pain and many health issues with her RA, and accepted every change and new problem with grace. Very rare to hear her complain about herself... Last year brought her heart surgery and now this last fall and broken hip. While she was devastated, she was able to heal and have good care, and awesome rehab, and Dad was able to have his back surgery and heal and grow stronger...had these events not happened in this order, none of that would be possible. I am beyond proud of her and all she has endured these last 2 months. Her time is winding down in the rehab facility, possibly she will be home Tuesday if all goes well. She is so excited, but she is fearful to...I am as well. She cannot fall again...She relies on her wonderful Ashlee, who has been with her every step of the way...getting her to walk again. While she will be so happy to be home, a part of her will be sad as she has grown to love so many of the people who care for her there. Isn't that a blessing?

Sorry to those who already read this on Facebook, but I felt it to be blog worthy as well. I have not updated my mom's progress in awhile. And Dad, he is doing well...so grateful!

a message and an update

2011-10-13T08:53:00.000-07:00

Boy have I learned this life lesson in the past year or so... I shared it on my latest art piece. A nice, short simple, but meaningful message. In quietness is your strength...I still struggle with finding the "quietness", but when I achieve it, I find my message, lesson, and sometimes strength.

My little old man Rocky...His x-ray was yesterday...He is defiantly not out of danger with his heart, the murmur is not going away. He had 2 small enlargements on the left and right side of his heart. But the arteries should be the same size and they are. She was very pleased to see that. He is not in heart failure, but she said he will eventually be. We will go with the dental next Wed (after taking antibiotics) and just watch him close. It could be 8 weeks...or 2 years??? But he can start treatment (pills) once that is the case. So I feel a bit better now, just have to get him thru the dental. One day at a time, right?
Have an awesome day friends, I am going to go junking... all alone... spend some time with ME!

little wrapped canvas's...

2011-10-10T08:24:00.000-07:00

I had a delightful time, sitting at my art table this weekend...
Now I will wait for the next inspiration...I am listening!

inspiration and some creativity

2011-10-08T08:42:00.000-07:00

So while I am happy to be home, I am still struggling with finding myself again. I still worry about Mom and Dad, I am trying to find my old routine (did I have one?) and I was getting a bit hopeless that I would find my artistic spark... I felt the desire to create, I just couldn't get motivated and I was NOT gentle with myself...
While blogging I found a post about this book, Jesus Calling.

I wish I could remember who's blog, I would thank her. I picked this book up, it is a devotional book, written as God would talk to you. I went to the yesterdays date and started reading. Just like that, I read these words "Accept each day as it comes to you" and I knew it would be my inspiration. Then I came home and glanced on my art table, two Frozen Charlotte's left in my stash... and then I saw an old vintage metal clip sort of thing... and then I had it back... my creativity took over and I didn't think...I just did...
This is what I came up with...

my sweet boy...

2011-10-07T07:08:00.000-07:00

This is my old man Rocky, he is my "persnickety" fur baby... he is 11 years old.
A trip to the vet for his annual, brought some worry to me. The vet discovered a heart murmur, canine murmurs range from 1-6 and his is a 3-4. Of course I am very REACTIVE and my anxiety comes flooding back to me when I am given information like this..and I set up tests that included xrays, EKG, and an echo cardiogram for next Monday. I came home and researched online I talked to friends and I discovered many of them had dogs and cats with murmurs. Most had not had the testing...and I started second guessing, it is what I do!
I called the office back and asked to have another visit with the vet I admire and have seen for the past couple years, while she heard the same murmur, her take on the situation was a bit different. So we decided to go ahead with just xrays and see if this is enough information for now. These tests are very costly and he is showing no symptoms as of now.
It is so hard, when you are faced with these issues, some of the tests may be unnecessary and you have to hope you are making the right choice. I do know his teeth need cleaned, and this could have caused the heart concern...so that is foremost for me right now. When he goes in for the xrays we will start antibiotics and get the dental done. When our furries get older, any time they have to be put out is scary...
So if you have any experience with this, please do share.

simple post...

2011-10-06T14:30:00.000-07:00

have you seen my muse?

2011-10-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

Edouard Manet’s painting

I know, I know...be gentle with her...she is just hanging back waiting until you sort things out...or is she?
I feel like I want to create, I NEED to create and work out some stress and anxiousness...but what do I make, Do I paint, collage, I know, an assemblage? See my problem? I am not allowing myself to be still enough to listen for her.
Before I left for Pa. I was in such a happy place in my artwork, I loved doing what I was doing. I had ideas when I dreamed of being back at my work table, where did they go? Part of my problem is this, my feelings are all over the place, I have many racing thoughts still, I am trying to find my balance at home... I have stale and stagnate shops, 3 of them... I do want to JUMP in... but I feel as if there is no direction to go. I might be over thinking this, and MIGHT be adding to much drama...lol...hopefully soon I will report that I sat down and just let myself go in a direction, that felt right for me. I am looking at a very clean and tidy art table... I don't like it...

my house smells yummy...

2011-10-02T08:24:00.000-07:00

finally, after trying almost every product sold...I will share my secret.
Well, some of YOU have shared the secret. ScentSationals... I found them at Hobby Lobby.

I have the tea light warmers...

I have the outlet lamps...

This is really an awesome product, I am thrilled with the results. I had a few people leave me a comment to try this, so glad I asked. I do enjoy candles, and burn them often, but the fragrance goes out with the flame most of the time. And I have been know to forget to blow them out too, not good!
I found mine at Hobby Lobby as I said, but I see online you can find them at Walmart as well? So you might check there too if you are interested. Now I am using Pumpkin Spice and Warm Brown Sugar... try them!

new listings...

2011-10-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

in my Vintage shop today.

Vintage Art Deco Pin

Pretty Trinket Box

Isn't this the best? Antique Dog Portrait

I have thinned out my shop, Remember Yesterday and I am also thinning out my collection. It is time to go on the hunt for more goodies...for me and for my shop! While I was gone, I had a good many items sell at the consignment shop I go to, had 2 nice checks waiting for me... so later today I just may go and browse a bit.
I woke today to FABulous weather here in Louisiana. A nice cool, dry morning...I opened a couple windows and will enjoy this sweet air, while it lasts. I hope you have a lovely Saturday, whatever you are doing....

catching up on sleep...

2011-09-30T08:13:00.000-07:00

I am not a fan of Garfield or cats, but this seemed fitting to me when looking for a photo.
I have been sleeping pretty well when at mom and dad's..but I guess the running and all the busy days just caught up with me. I felt like I could sleep all day, of course I didn't... but I did have a wee nap yesterday and then slept well last night. Good to be home and in our bed, but still many thoughts to come in and out of my mind. Now I do feel refreshed. And now I am trying to find my routine again...
And I am wanting to create something...today, I promise myself to do something artistic...baby steps to get back into it...is my muse here? I don't feel her lurking around right now.... hmmmm.
Etsy shops are re-opened and I had 2 wee sales already, that was encouraging, I thought I would be buried deep in the Etsy searches... Not telling what they have done while I was gone?
See y'all soon, catching up slowly....xo

home again...

2011-09-29T08:34:00.000-07:00

ahhhh, I am tired and a bit weary...but I am happy to be home. More soon....

proud of me...

2011-09-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

I don't say often, or enough I should say, that "I am proud of me" and what I have learned. And even more so, what I now "see"..with an unclouded head and a better understanding of myself...

Today I am officially 20 pounds lighter than my highest weight in this 3+ year battle with weight gain. I WILL find a healthy weight for me (I have my goal), as I have worked through anxiety and soul restoration (ongoing process) and allowed myself to try life without anti-depressants, I am doing it and I am so happy I did the work to see if I could do it!!!! I now have my sights on wellness for my body! Many challenges this past year in our lives, but I will tell you, I found a stronger self, I see the lessons that unfolded.

thoughts for a Tuesday...

2011-09-20T10:18:00.000-07:00

Have you all given up on me?
I hope not, I have missed checking in on my blogging friends.
I will be heading back home on Monday, for a while. I will catch up on y'all then...not any time for blogging right now.
I am happy to say that my dad is doing much, much better after his back surgery. His hip pain seems to have left him, thank you God. He is still a bit sore here and there and had some minor issues for men his age...without TMI...lol Mom is still in the re-hab facility. We have a family meeting with her case worker on Thursday, so we hope to have a better idea of when she may be home. She still has much work to do, I am so proud of her, she is giving it her best. The hip surgery has left that leg shorter than the other, this is hindering her re-hab...so she is getting a piece made for her shoe which should help her. Another set back yes, but she has done well with any bump in the road. She is a very determined lady when she needs to be. Her RA has made her life a hard one, she is my hero... Now if we could get her to eat?!
I miss my hubby so much, and of course my fur babies...spoiled kids. But hub's has made up for me not being there I know, he is a good man. So I will leave here with a heavy heart, but I will love to be home for awhile too. I will come back when I can, and when I am needed. Mom and Dad know I will do anything I am able to do for them, and that is all I need to remember. I am so grateful to be able to stay this long, and so thankful I have a very supportive husband.
So I look forward to catching up with all of you soon. xo

hello friends

2011-09-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

Well here I am, starting me second week without computer and signal on my cell phone and I have made it through…Still not happy about it…but…is what it is. Even Blogger looks odd to me here, (they may have changed something) I can’t see my “follow” feed…but I have no way to read them anyway. So know I will catch up with y’all when I can. Thanks to all of you, sending me emails and messages via FB, I only see them when I do log on to a computer. So know I am thankful for your prayers and concerns, I feel so bad I can’t reply quickly.

Let’s see, Dad first. He is doing well; I am having the best time spending quality time with him, pampering him and being here for all of his needs. He is getting stronger everyday…we have good talks and I feel blessed to be here for him. He gets his stitches out Tuesday and hopefully (please God) his catheter out Wednesday. He is sooo ready for that to go. He is anxious to see Mom; they do talk a couple times everyday. She even calls here now, GOOD SIGN.

Now Mom, oh this is so hard to know her road is a long one. And she gets down and sad, who wouldn’t. But we want our parents to be happy and worry free…but we all have these trying times. BUT, she is showing such improvement with her attitude and while she still relives the fall and hospital stay, it is less and less. She is smiling more and laughing more. This just is such a blessing. I know she is doing her best to get through this and she is seeing the improvement she is making. She is eating better and just progressing…small steps, but I will take them. I do find the lessons/blessings in this situation, I love the quiet moments we have, talking and just letting each other know how much we love each other. These are things that go unsaid sometimes… I am taking advantage of all of this. I dearly love my mom and dad, and even though I live far away, in our hearts we couldn’t be closer. While I was at home, consumed with fear based thoughts, I prayed a lot and asked God to please show me the lessens I am to learn, I didn’t fell anything then, I do now. In his time, not mine, right?

I miss my husband and puppies and my home, my art as this is my escape when I am stressed…but I will be back there soon. And I know that this is where I belong right now, I am so thankful for a loving, understanding hubby…

As I end this, I hear Dad downstairs talking on the phone to his wife, and he is laughing, music to my ears… blessings to each and every one of you who will read this, xo

one day at a time...

2011-08-31T15:41:00.000-07:00

Can it be only since Sunday I have been here? Wow, it feels like so much has happened. My wait as you know was so very hard for me, and finally I am here…
It was so good to see my mom and dad and see for myself how things are. I am so happy to be here and happy I am able to be here without the worries of a job right now, I do miss home. My hubby and my dogs…absence does make the heart grow fonder, it is true.
My mom is at the skilled care, and will be for a good while I am afraid. She is trying hard to stay focused and do what needs to be done. She still has 2 weeks to go, no weight on her leg, because of the 2 new stress fractures in her hip. It is hard for her and sad for her…
Dad had his back surgery on Monday, he is doing well with his recovery of that, but a bit of a set back with a urinary problem, he sees a specialist in a week, so he will come home but with a catheter…he is not crazy about that! He will have some home care with that. They say this is normal for men his age, post op. They have missed each other and it is hard on them both. Maybe a wee visit with mom on his way home from the hospital, if Dr.’s allow. It will be good for them both.
So I am staying focused and staying positive and taking things one day at a time…lots to keep me busy and motivated…many visits with her…once dad comes home, getting him back on track and then we all can be there for mom and cheer her on…I believe, but it will all be in God’s time, not ours.

a long wait

2011-08-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

This has been one of the longest waits that I think I have experienced in a very long time. Thinking back, maybe the wait to see Steve come home from oversea deployments, might be a close runner up...but that was ages ago...lol.
Since Mom fell 2 weeks ago and broke her hip, this has been an emotional roller coaster. For all of us...I decided to stay put until Sunday, as my Dad is also having back surgery Monday. He wanted to put it off, and I think still struggles with it, but he is in pain and has been for way to long...thanks to healthcare in this country...but finally was able to have his MRI and get his answer to the pain.
I have been waiting and wondering, once I am able to see for myself and see my parents, I know I will feel better and be ready to do everything I can to help. I have held most of this in, didn't want to chat on Facebook much because I knew Dad might be upset knowing how upset I was...although, he knows. Dad's know...
Last week brought a set back for mom, she wasn't able to put weight on her leg that was effected by the break, her re-hab was painful so a trip to the surgeon and x-rays showed 2 more stress fractures. Mom has Osteoporosis and this is the cause. I am afraid this will be a lengthy re-hab and I am just praying and praying she will be able to stay focused and get past the fears of being in a skilled care and be able to do the things she must do. I am fearful that I will be away from home, miss my husband and not have him to lean on. I know there are many life lessons in this experience and I think finding my way, might just be one of them. Living this far from them, will be so hard. I just can't stop my mind from projecting ahead and I know that does no good, at all!!!! So praying also for me, for the strength and guidance to be able to do just that.
I am not sure how this will play out, I know it is all in God's hands, but at least the time is approaching that I can be there...I hope the rest just falls into place.

my soul friend...and fabulous artist

2011-08-24T11:00:00.000-07:00

Sherry made this for me.
As my heart has been so heavy with my family worries, I haven't let myself smile much, or be happy...it is hard when you are bogged down in fear. But I will tell you that when I opened this package, my heart leaped. And when I saw it, and read it, I just cried, but very happy tears. How can I love and trust this woman who I have never met in person? Well, if you are lucky enough to have her in your life, you already know. I am blessed, to have you in my life Sherry...and I will treasure this gift of your heart...always. I have taken a picture and used it as my wallpaper on my phone, this way, I can have you with me...when I go home.
Now let me show you...

Sometimes it is uncanny as to how much Sherry "knows" me, we have had many chats about many things...but when I read the words, I knew she was reminding me of some of those chats, in this artwork.

And one touching element is this page from the secret garden, highlighting the word Yorkshire...this is where Sherry's grandfather was from. Using a piece of sentimental ephemera brings another element to the finished piece. I love that part to.

Every time I look at it I smile, and feel loved. And feel YOU...
The colors are yummy, the frilly dress...please, so me! And the shoes...so you! The whispers of the flowers...so perfect. I will always love it and cherish the message...and the words on the back...you have made my day!

Sherry's words... the meaning behind the canvas.

-- "The dress and the shoes are by Joanna Pierotti -- when I saw them I thought of you -- your love of antiques and old things, love of family and the past and what the past means to you. Butterflies are the future as you take flight towards new dreams, new goals, new meanings and the dandelions are little wishes I am blowing for you."

fun art supply

2011-08-23T07:42:00.000-07:00

Remember the old plastic doily's of days gone by? Yep, ugly...but a great art tool.

In taking She Art by Christy Tomlinson, in one of her videos, she used one of these doily's. So my first instinct was to look on Etsy, my 1st go to place to shop. But found none, so Ebay it was...and I found lots. And boy do these listings soar in price. I guess many people use them for art or something I may not know about yet? I missed out on a few becuase the price was a bit much for me, and holy cow....some of these sellers and inflated shipping...what? But I did finally win a lot of 3 doily's.
This journal isn't finished yet, but I added some paint to modelling paste and used the doily as a stencil. I like it...

I will be looking in thrift stores for more...but for now my 3 will do fine. So easy to clean too, toss in water with your brushes, done!

air freshner rant

2011-08-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

So all I am seeking is a yummy smelling house. With 3 dogs I am always sniffing when I come in, and thinking can I smell dog?. Most of the time no, I don't . But then I think am I just used to the "aroma"? My dogs are clean and I vacuum like a mad woman...but still...
So I try,

and while the candle is my favorite and most lasting to me...only while lit. And there is my problem..I fear not blowing a candle out, or leaving the house with a candle burning (I have done it...)
So lately, I have searched and purchased many products promising a nice fresh smelling home. Not so much...
I find the Yankee oils that you plug in to be the top runner, but they are empty way to soon. I buy the cones, and they dry up quickly...and not so much fragrance. The only products I do not have much experience in, are the reeds and oils.
So my friends, I ask you. What do you find the best, and what do you buy?

an update on mom

2011-08-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

Well, in less than a week now I will be flying (God help me...) to be with mom and dad. This has been one of the longest weeks of my life, and theirs as well. I will soon be able to see them and be with them and do for them. These last days have been so hard for me, waiting, wondering and not knowing things until I get a call, any call.
Mom is in skilled care now, she has had 2 days of PT and they are very slow going, she is still in much pain. Her RA is adding to this pain and we found she is not getting her RA meds, so looking into a few things... she is being seen by different Dr.'s and just need to get them all on one page. As with any hospital there are good care givers and some not so good. Staff is short handed and things happen, but this is our mom...so we will be very pro-active in her care. I hope each new days gives her a stronger feeling and she will be able to push past the pain to do the re-hab needed.
Dad will have his back surgery on Monday, and I pray his recovery will be smooth and speedy. He will have a disc removed and they seem to think his pain in his hip will be stopped from this, praying this is so. He is tired and sore but determined to see mom each day, so he is pushing himself. I have two very head strong parents, lol.
I have lots to do this week to prepare, but I am still having lots of stress and worry...gosh I wish I was moving thru this quicker...but I am thinking clearer and trying my best to stay positive.
Now off to work out, as this is a HUGE stress relief for me.

ta-da my blog is now officially re-done

2011-08-20T07:25:00.000-07:00

and complete.
This is exactly what I wanted my blog to become. More clean and sleek in design. I wished for and I got it...all because of my friend Heather, of Bluhm Studios. Thank you Heather for your hard work, and creating what I wished for. I love it....
So now I have a menu bar, to take you to my shops and such. You can find me from my blog address or my domain address. BIG PLUS to me...love....
Now I need to get off my duff and get back to blogging.

inspirational

2011-08-19T14:30:00.000-07:00

The Victor

by: C. W. Longenecker

If you think you are beaten, you are.
If you think you dare not, you don't.
If you like to win but think you can't,
It's almost a cinch you won't.
If you think you'll lose, you're lost.
For out in the world we find
Success begins with a fellow's will.
It's all in the state of mind.
If you think you are out classed, you are.
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of your-self before
You can ever win the prize.
Life's battles don't always go
To the stronger or faster man.
But sooner or later, the man who wins
Is the man who thinks he can.

welcome back, routine

2011-08-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

So, happy to relax enough to get back to my walking. (lets face it, the more days that go by without it, the harder it is to get back into it) We all know that, right?
Now I am sure I would have felt better the past few days, if I would have taken the time to JUST DO IT! But that is not how I work, but I did dig out and dust off and I feel better for it. Terribly hot here in South Louisiana, so for now it is work out dvd's, then returning soon to dog walking in the evenings.
Mom is doing pretty well, she is still in the hospital but probably moving to the re-hab facility today. I know she will do well, her motivation will be returning home. I think Dad's plans for his back surgery are still a go, we are allowing him to call the shots, of course. I think I am going to get my plane tickets and start my planning process...we have a much clearer picture now. Fear and worry is still there, but at least I am not consumed by it now and I am planning ahead. whew... onward...

don't you hate it when...

2011-08-15T16:31:00.000-07:00

You go to the store to pick something up, then think of others things you need...start a list and then don't get what you went for?

Google image

I know, 3 dogs...how could I?
Bella has itty bitty dog food, and her bag was full...so if need be the big boy would have feasted on itty bitty food. Luckily I scraped enough for tonight's meal, but not enough for tomorrow...duh! Guess I might be going to CVS on the corner to see what they have till tomorrow. ~sigh

~~ giveaway~~

2011-08-13T15:04:00.000-07:00

I interrupt the August Break 2011, for a giveaway.
I have sold my 600th item in my Etsy shop, Vintage Snaps and Scraps. For this occasion, I gave a 20.00 credit to the person who bought that item, and I would like to have a giveaway as well.
Just leave me a comment to be in the giveaway, easy peasy. If you win and these items are not your taste, feel free to gift them to someone who might like them... I know frilly is not everyone's cup of tea.
I have a framed collage, a small chunky journal, a little trinket box and a couple Marie Antoinette tags.
I will pick the winner, next Sunday.
Thanks for stopping by, and good luck....

Winner is #1...Shell!
Thanks to all of you for joining in my giveaway...xo

prayers

2011-08-12T07:17:00.000-07:00

A call from my sister yesterday, sent me into a tail spin. My mom had fallen in her bedroom and they called the ambulance to take her to the hospital. I was in Walmart picking up things for a dinner guest, I was in utter shock. I have feared this for so long, mom is so frail and RA has invaded much of her body. Her bones are so fragile, it happened.
She is in Pennsylvania, I am in Louisiana as many of you know. Finally I got the word, that her hip was fractured. She is headed to surgery soon, they will do a partial replacement. I am overwhelmed by the prayers coming her way, via Facebook. My sister also reached out to her contacts, I know she is being prayed for. I am very worried and almost numb...My Dad was scheduled for back surgery on the 29th, I am so wanting him to go ahead with it, as he has been suffering with pain for 3 months. We can ask them to consider, but it will be his decision. I do think mom will be facing re-hab afterwards and this is her big fear... she thinks nursing home when she hears re-hab. But she did it with her heart surgery a year ago, and did well. I hope for the same this time and a short stay.
So many emotions today, I am trying as best I can to stay in the moment and not let fear take over my thoughts. It is so hard for me to do...a lesson in this, I know it....I need to quiet myself and listen for it.
I am trying to decide when to go, what to do, how long can I stay... my heart wants me there now, but I talked with my dad and think I will sit tight until we know more. I feel so alone in my decision, I feel conflict in my head and from those around me... I don't need that.
Update: I spoke to my sweet momma, so happy all went well. I needed to hear her voice and know she was safe. I hope she recovers quickly and does all she can to get through her re-hab and move forward.

letting go of hate

2011-08-11T08:54:00.000-07:00

Interrupting the August break, lol that didn't take long.

"Any person capable of angering you becomes your master; he can anger you only when you permit yourself to be disturbed by him."
Epictetus

I read this last night, and have been thinking of it since. There is only 1 person in my life this applies to. And I have decided this quote is so true. I now need to find a way to let the resentment go. I am not being selfish in my dislike for him; I don't care what he has done to me. I do care how he treated the people I love. I am coming up on a year of hate for him...and I truly want to be able to let it go.
I need to find my way...and a solution.

Aug 8

2011-08-09T11:01:00.000-07:00

keep calm

Aug 6, just pictures

2011-08-06T07:21:00.000-07:00

finished

a bit of what I am doing today....

Aug 5...just pictures

2011-08-05T13:13:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Lucy

imagine breathing this air...

2011-08-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

just pictures

2011-08-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

from my daily desk calendar

What????

Aug 1 ... just pictures

2011-08-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

"I am who I am supposed to be"

faith

2011-07-31T07:46:00.000-07:00

Faith is trust, hope and belief in the goodness, trustworthiness or reliability of a person, concept or entity.

So, these days I find myself struggling with fears. Not faith, I think my faith is strong, or is it?
While browsing in a book store, looking for a book from Joyce Meyer...I found myself flipping through pages and found this quote in a book.
"Feed your fears and your faith will starve"
I really did relate to those words, that is exactly how I am feeling...I am doing that.
I am learning, to live without as many fears, but as I see some changes with my parents, and they are so far from me...well some days the fears and what-ifs just feel like they will swallow me. I worry about them so much, and I TRY to stay in the moment and the here and now and not project forward. It is better...but I am still practicing this, and looking for guidance as to how to achieve it. I know it must come from within...

Another group of words I saw hit me this weekend, they are:
"I am not be where I want to be, but I am not where I once was either"... so true.

August break-2011

2011-07-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

August Break-2011

The premise is that you let go of any blogging obligations but remain online, with photo-only posting (or at least few words).

– for the whole of August. No pressure – just looking at August through your camera lens as a way to be more present this summer. And to have a little break from the pressures and expectations of regular blogging.

Let’s see if I can do it…

If this is something you would like to try or would like more info about, click HERE

a short story

2011-07-29T17:36:00.000-07:00

So, I had a wonderful time creating backgrounds on some journals earlier today. One of my favorite "tools" is baby wipes...and did I have a bunch in the trash!
One of the furries seemed to be missing, so after dinner I went up to my art room and this is what I saw...

So, I see someone was wanting some pretty baby wipes to munch on...I thought it was all fun and games, till I saw THIS~

So, now suddenly not so funny. Wonder who did this? Know it wasn't Bella, Cisco likes paper products...but the eyes told me who it was....

Maybe if I try to help get rid of the paint stains, she won't be to mad at me...

No, I don't think she is mad, I see her bringing that "magic" bottle, and that usually does the trick... "I AM getting dirty looks though".

It worked, stains out...lesson learned.
I should stay out of the trash can, and SHE should not leave those yummy paint covered baby wipes in there...

window shopping

2011-07-29T15:57:00.000-07:00

I was taking a little peek inside my Etsy shops this afternoon, re-newing and leaving feedback. A few things caught my eye...

mariescottage

bayousalvage

stepbackink

sunnydayvintage

tinselandtrinkets

pushing past ...a fear

2011-07-28T18:55:00.000-07:00

This is not something that I do easily. Journal...I told myself today I would try, just try...I wouldn't die from it...and guess what? I didn't...
I found myself this afternoon with a lot of thoughts in my head, "living in my head" I call it. When I desire to live from my heart... I am learning to do so...I have the knowledge of things to do/try...to push past the fear, stress, anxiety... I have learned many tools to use, practicing my soul work. Some of them come easily for me, some I haven't tried...I have taken art journaling classes, it didn't feel right to me, It was like trying to write in a different language.
But I must try...
Guilt is what gets me most of the time...so I faced it first.
The art was/is simple...I wasn't looking to make a beautiful page, I was just looking to make a page. I did!
So tonight instead of all of the racing thoughts, I can say I did what I could, to lessen them.
"she did it anyway"

lesson learned

2011-07-27T10:59:00.000-07:00

Ok, so I have said it before and skirted a bad outcome, but getting "used" to the color I ended up with coloring my hair at home.
This is something I will never use again, I promise you Kathy...

I have colored my hair for awhile now, never getting the professional results I get when my stylist does it. But I hate to spend that much money...while I know they deserve it, it is expensive. But they are professionals...yes, there I said it.
So today I was going to call and get my appointment for just a cut, I went to Sally's for my color the other day. Listened to one of the employees and bought a different shade. Today was the day to color...I did and I am horrified.
Don't you know my next step was to call and get my appointment and confess my deed...Luckily she is also my friend, so while I did get a bit of a "told you so" it wasn't to bad. So I see her at 3, thank goodness she had a cancellation...and she will fix it. I will NEVER skimp on money for my hair again.
When I am not working, I feel like I should not spend money on my hair...this is a lesson I learned the hard way today. I will cut back with my coffee drinks, or trips to Sonic for their enticing Diet Cherry Limeades... lol.
lesson learned indeed...

further info: It was very, very light blonde and had a blueish/purple cast to it. The roots that were grown out were a very silvery blue...almost white. I used a shade that was to light, and had more lift (?) to it. And prior it was a medium blonde but dark and to ashy...in my opinion. So the last time she did it, she used a golden color, in this same color family. So she feels it was to light, not the right lift, and I didn't leave it on long enough to cover the roots...It was a mess, but she said I exaggerated and it wasn't as bad as what I saw...no kidding.... she knows me well...

can you imagine?

2011-07-26T10:22:00.000-07:00

Google Image

...being inside this photograph and seeing this beauty?

new piece and a fabulous message

2011-07-25T07:26:00.000-07:00

SOLD

soulwork, rekindled...

2011-07-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

Without going into details (which I tend to do) I have decided to move forward with my soul work. I think I am finally understanding, this isn't "bad" Kathy...this is just Kathy. I have come so far, I do see it..When I have slips or backslides I am way to hard on myself...I did sit upon my pity pot for a few days, ok, maybe longer than a few...But thanks to the work I HAVE done I realized it is time to re-visit and continue this ongoing process...I am worth it...
Today while blogging around, I found this quote.

"When you play the victim and expect others to come to your rescue, you are shutting yourself off from that tremendous power YOU have to make a difference. You are creating a self-limiting environment for yourself. You are failing to be 100% responsible."

ding, ding, ding....( do YOU hear the bells ringing, oh my goodness I did)

I dug out my TRUTH BOOK, and today I will find a few quiet moments, and read it and remember why I created the pages.

favorite quotes and inspiration

one of my pages

truth cards, some made from my BG friends

an Etsy pal, meet Marita

2011-07-23T07:50:00.000-07:00

So I have been adding many more listings to my painting shop, Miss Priss Paints. And I looked for or a banner on Etsy of course. I change out my banners fairly often so I looked for a good deal. I wasn't expecting this good of a deal... I found Studio Southern Valley, and met Marita. Not only does she have fabulous banners, ummm, you get 3... she also has digital images.

banners

digital downloads

Here are a few examples. Lovely, right?
So if you find you need some new images or possibly a new banner, please go and see this shop. Marita is so sweet and my goodness, gets the images to you ASAP...first class seller...

some new things...

2011-07-22T10:08:00.000-07:00

Here are a few pieces I made the past few days, me and my muse...feeling inspirational and playful...gosh this is fun!!!

SOLD

via Positive Thoughts

2011-07-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

''As long as anyone believes that their ideal and purpose
is outside them, that it is above the clouds, in the past
or in the future, they will go outside themselves and
seek fulfillment where it cannot be found. They will
look for solutions and answers at every point except
where they can be found--in themselves. '' Erich Fromm

Our fulfillment is up to us, and us only. Only we can bring ourselves to a point at which we're at peace with who we are and what we're doing. Only we can find a space in which the things that happen around us don't bring us down or put us in a bad mood or frustrate us to no end.

I add this as a reminder for those who struggle like me, this is what I dream of, hope one day this will be something I do automatically....one day....

out with the old...

2011-07-20T11:04:00.000-07:00

So, in some past posts I have shared that I no longer find some of the things I treasured the most...desired any longer. I spoke of getting rid of some things and sending them to the consignment shop I go to...sending more to Goodwill and thrift shops. This continues, even more so now...I try to understand this change and I am a bit baffled by it. So I quit trying to understand it.
My mixed media art began with vintage photographs, always! There was an image in every piece. Then as artists, we change a bit and sometimes a photo wasn't always necessary. But I stayed in that mode for about 3 years, by the way, I still enjoy that too. But as you have seen a new direction has enveloped me.

Here are a few, just a few...a sampling of what I am selling. I thought I would always love these photos, and want them around me. But something has changed, and I know longer want them around me. Do they represent the past? Not MY past of course, I don't know these people...but somehow I wonder if my desire to move forward and make some changes to my "self" has prompted me to let someone else love them now. hmmm, don't know.
The ones that still speak to me are packed up and I will keep them, for now. I have scanned mostly all of them, if I need them for an art piece I will have them... for now it is just stuff to me. Things I no longer want to hold on to.
I have been working hard the last few days in my vintage shop, Remember Yesterday. I am offering sets of 4 mostly, groupings...and for a very good price as well. I know there are still many collectors out there, and hopefully someone will love them again.
change...is a good thing!

Kathy Maximo Designs

hitting the road

happy valentine's day

vintage books = art journals

measurements, check

today's thoughts...

so excited...

feb. 6 - dinner

feb. 3 - hands

feb. 2- words photo of the day

February Photo of the Day

walking the walk

being brave, cont.

darkest before the dawn...

head in the clouds

doctors...and pharmacy's

soul work...

hurry up and wait...

...zzzzzz.....

repurposed and cheap too...

inspirational wall

happy purchase

Facebook, love it or leave it?

word for 2012

clar·i·ty

hmmm...

boy did this hit home...

shellac nails...

Merry Christmas

building houses, sort of...

journals, time for a break

faith

~Beth Fagan Quinn

to whom it may concern....oh, that's me

I love this image

finally some art...

stretching your soul, I like that idea...

circle of friends

12 days of whimsy

second chances

powerful words

meaningful

– John Green

thank you

art for my soul... step 1

just sayin

"You're off to Great Places!Today is your day!Your mountain is waiting,So... get on your way!"— Dr. Seuss

a new workshop

a giving heart

a decision

happy halloween

a new day....

broken hearted...

mini journals

thankful...

"Be prepared to let go of anything I take from you, but never let go of My hand"

re-purposed...

food tip....

trying to remember...

ah ha moment...

a message and an update

little wrapped canvas's...

inspiration and some creativity

my sweet boy...

simple post...

have you seen my muse?

my house smells yummy...

new listings...

catching up on sleep...

home again...

proud of me...

thoughts for a Tuesday...

hello friends

one day at a time...

a long wait

my soul friend...and fabulous artist

fun art supply

air freshner rant

an update on mom

ta-da my blog is now officially re-done

"You're off to Great Places!
Today is your day!
Your mountain is waiting,
So... get on your way!"
— Dr. Seuss

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